Forgiveness: Don't Leave Home Without It
Carrying around old hurts robs us of happiness, joy and energy.
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n the subject of forgivenesss, Nelson Mandela put it best:
Resentment, he said, is like drinking poison and then hoping it
will kill your enemies. We only hurt ourselves when we wish ill
on those who've trespassed against us. We will not be punished for our
anger — we'll be punished by our anger.
Many of us are too proud to forgive, believing we will be portrayed as
weak. Nothing is further from the truth. It takes great strength and char-
acter to forgive. And the sooner we forgive, the sooner we will experi-
ence peace. To forgive someone who has hurt you doesn't mean you're
condoning a particular behavior or turning the other cheek. You're sim-
ply letting go of the pain.
When we forgive others, we are concomitantly healing ourselves.
When we accept others as they are — imperfect, flawed humans doing
the best they can — we can begin to look at ourselves with more com-
passion. Indeed, when we can begin to see others with loving and for-
giving eyes, our gaze upon ourselves will be more kind.
Some believe that only when their offender is sorry can forgiveness
ensue. Not true. Don't delude yourself into thinking there will be a per-
fect time to forgive. There is no time like the present to free ourselves
of hurt.
One reason we find it difficult to forgive is the presence of old emo-
tional traumas, especially those that arose from childhood. My father,
good man that he was, levied so much criticism against me during my
teenage years that it's easy to understand why I used to be exquisitely
sensitive to any critical remarks.
Similarly, the scrub nurse who seems to be absolutely obsessed with
detail may be expressing a fear of failure instilled by an alcoholic par-
ent. The surgeon who screams obscenities may in reality be frightened
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John D. Kelly IV, MD